The time our intense first encounter ended was a little before 10 PM. We had arrived at the hotel around 5 PM, so we had been rolling around for about five hours. It wasn't that we spent the entire time having s*x; we'd rest, then do it, then rest again.
Since I came quickly, I also got exhausted quickly. In the third round, after a break, I gave up as soon as he inserted it, and in the fourth round, I even cried my eyes out, saying it was too much. Only when I was completely worn out, unable to even speak properly to say I couldn't do it anymore, did Han Jinheon let me go.
It seemed he didn't feel like continuing with me being so exhausted. From what I could glimpse, the alpha's p*nis was no different from the beginning. I'm sure he needed more, but it seemed he had accommodated me, who, to exaggerate a little, even had cramps in my ass.
Five hours was too much. They say the average s*x time for a beta is less than an hour, but this was five times that. Alphas took a significantly longer time. They said it was difficult to guarantee an average due to the large personal differences caused by rut. I could tell just by looking at Han Jinheon.
Maybe the way alphas have s*x in webnovels is real. Long, rough, and hot…. If there was love, it would probably be affectionate and gentle too. How was s*x for alphas in the world I used to live in? Was there not much of a difference? I would have to have done it to know.
As my thoughts dragged on without progress, a fog descended upon my consciousness. Just as my vision was starting to blur, the door opened and Han Jinheon appeared, wearing a black nightgown.
“Can you move?”
To me, who was clearly on the verge of sleep, he didn't ask if I was sleepy but about my ability to move. Moreover, when I couldn't even answer and just shook my head, he came over and put on the gown I hadn't managed to wear.
Ah, I forgot. He gave me a gown to wear….
“It seems hard for you to move.”
“Yeah…. My legs have no strength, ah.”
Han Jinheon put his hands under my armpits as if to lift my upper body, then slung my body over his shoulder like a sack. If he was going to carry me, it's embarrassing, but there's also the option of a princess carry. That would be less strenuous on my body.
While I was complaining internally, we arrived at the living room area inside the hotel room. It was only after leaving that room that I realized this was a suite.
I hadn't been able to look around when we came in because I was out of it, so I was bewildered. To think the day would come when I, who had only ever used motels if I needed lodging, would get to use a suite. The interior is stylish and cool, but looking at the Seoul night view outside the window, I feel a renewed sense of how much things have changed.
Maybe transmigrating was a good thing…. To think I'd be discussing the merits of transmigration from something I had never experienced or wanted in my past life.
Han Jinheon sat me down on the sofa and sat next to me, saying.
“I'm telling you because I thought you'd have forgotten, but you asked me to order these from room service. You said if you were about to fall asleep, to wake you up so you could drink and eat.”
“Ah... Did I say that….”
“You have medicine to take, so I tried to keep you from drinking, but today is an exception. It's too late to take your medicine anyway... I'm letting you because I thought the alcohol might help you sleep more comfortably.”
I slowly nodded.
I vaguely remember saying that, now that Han Jinheon mentioned it. At the time I said it, we were in the middle of doing it. I was thirsty, and I wanted beer more than water. I was strangely craving a cold beer, so I asked him to order one when we were done. Or I threw a tantrum in my dazed state, telling him to go out and buy some.
At the time, he didn't really react, so I thought he was ignoring it as bullshit, but he's a real tsundere. If he's going to be this affectionate, he should have been affectionate during s*x too.
I shifted my gaze from Han Jinheon to the table. On the table covered with an ivory cloth, there was a 500ml beer and a fruit platter. The beer, filled to the brim in a Weizen glass, made my throat open just by looking at it, and the neat, colorful fruit platter stimulated my salivary glands.
It was strange that I had an appetite even though my eyes were closing from exhaustion after our labor-like encounter.
“What should I do if you fall asleep while drinking?”
Han Jinheon handed the beer glass to me as I was just smacking my lips with a dazed face. Telling me to drink what I wanted so badly. Then he also lifted his own glass and lightly brought it to his lips.
Before I even touched the glass to my lips, I watched Han Jinheon drink first. It was the first time I'd seen him drink alcohol other than wine. I already had a small wish to try other kinds of alcohol. I had put that wish aside when he said we'd postpone the lounge bar, but it came true unexpectedly.
While he drinks wine smoothly, he chugs beer in big, refreshing gulps. Just watching him was refreshing. The visual satisfaction repeatedly tempted my Adam's apple. I couldn't hold back any longer and put the glass to my lips, gulping it down just like him.
One gulp goes down, then two. Having emptied almost half in one go, I let out a "Kyaa—!" sound, squeezing my eyes shut and then opening them. I even lifted my shoulders, shuddered, and let them drop, enduring the strong taste of the beer, then ate the fruit that was delivered right in front of my mouth.
“You drink well.”
The alpha praised me, retracting the arm that had given me the fruit. His upper body was leaned back comfortably on the sofa, his legs elegantly crossed. Showing off his sleek posture, he lowered his gaze to the area around my hip joint.
“It's been a while, so you must be physically exhausted, but you don't look like you're in physical pain.... Or am I wrong?”
“No. I'm physically exhausted and my body hurts too. You have no idea how much it hurts right now….”
Not only does my whole body feel heavy and sore as if wrapped in lead, but my ass doesn't feel like my own. Even when we started the third round, I had suddenly felt a sense of wrongness in my ass. I even had the strange feeling that my ass had been detached and fallen off, but it was obscured by the excitement, so I couldn't pay attention to it.
I figured it was because it was my first time and I was being relentlessly f*cked by something enormous, so I let it go, but what do you know. The sense of wrongness was still there. To put it bluntly, I don't even know if my hole is closed properly. I wonder if it's all stretched out and open. When I consciously clenched it, it would throb. It was not a very pleasant feeling.
Because of this, I don't think I can sit for long. The discomfort increased as it bore my weight, so I intended to drink just this one glass and go to sleep. Like Han Jinheon said, I was tired. My mind was constantly dazed, to the point I didn't know what mental strength I was holding on with.
“You seem fine, hyung….”
The one doing the f*cking always has fun. A d*ck recovers quickly. But the person getting f*cked…
It was hard, but I couldn't complain because it felt incredibly good. Now, I'm left with a heavy fatigue from the afterglow, but just a moment ago, I was crying and tearing at my hair from the inexpressible pleasure. I cried because it felt too good, and I cried because it was too hard.
And I cried again. Cried from the shock of pissing myself, and cried because I was hurt by his words that it was 'unpleasant'.
'I could understand if you were joking like before, saying you want to have my baby, but hearing that you like me is becoming increasingly unpleasant.'
So, a purer and more truthful confession of liking him is more unpleasant than that?
“……”
I shook my head sharply. Let's not think about it anymore. Especially not right now. My body is weary and my mind is languid; there was no need to bring up something I had forgotten. Yeah. Definitely not...
“Later, when you wash up, let me check your bottom.”
“…My bottom? Why, why?”
“To check if it's torn. I prepped you well, but it was still a bit rushed. I need to see how it is and apply some ointment.”
“Ointment? I'll check it myself. You don't have to do it.”
“How are you going to check? Are you embarrassed to show me now? What about when you were shoving your ass right in my face?”
“I didn't shove it there of my own will, you...! I-I don't know. It's not even certain if I'll wash up or not….”
“Why, you even pissed yourself, shouldn't you wash up?”
“And whose fault is that.... You're so annoying. I said I wanted to go to the bathroom and you didn't even listen. It was my first time, too, and you gave me this worst memory….”
I was about to say 'you gave me,' but I mumbled my words. Because there's no way this alpha would know it was my first time. And he wouldn't believe me either. Fortunately, it seems he wasn't listening closely to my words. Han Jinheon had no retort.
Anyway, I was planning to sleep right after finishing this one glass, but I guess I have to wash up. Like he said earlier, it doesn't smell, but just... saying I'll go to sleep feels a bit wrong. Wait, don't we have to change the sheets too?
Aish. Why did I have to piss myself....
I crumpled my face, hidden behind the beer glass. Even though it was spilled milk, the regret was immense. Han Jinheon, who was watching me leisurely, put down his beer glass and reached out his arm. His fingertips ticklishly caressed my ear before moving to my hair and the nape of my neck.
“You were born with it. Our little brother's ass.”
“……”
“You have no skill with your hands, but you have talent down here. It's fleshy, too.”
“…Cough!”
The praise, given in a tone of willing acknowledgment, is embarrassing. It was a relief that the lie I told just because I wanted to be stubborn was acknowledged like this, but hearing it when we weren't in the middle of the act was quite embarrassing, and I couldn't face him.
I turned my gaze to the beautiful view outside the window. While I was drinking my beer, finding a moment of peace, Han Jinheon once again hand-fed me some fruit. So kind of him.
Not only that, he leaned towards me and whispered.
“Let's write one more contract.”
“What contract….”
“I told you earlier. Our compatibility seems pretty good, so there's no reason to stop this even if you become an omega.”
“Why, why isn't there.... E-even if I become an omega, I'm still your brother…”
“We've come this far, is it important that you're my brother? Regardless of what our relationship is... we can at least help each other relieve our desires, can't we?”
“Relieve our desires?”
Just those words make me frown. Is that something to say in our relationship...
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