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IBS - Chapter 81

Still, it became a clear fact. Even if I gathered all the sensations and excitement I had felt and learned until now, it wouldn't be nearly enough; s*x with this man sent a thrilling jolt through my entire body. Every minute, every second was a climax. Really, it was the first time in my life I'd ever experienced something like this. It was too much for a virgin.

Every time the alpha's p*nis filled me completely, my mind went blank and my reason disappeared. The moans I had been so careful to hold back were let out like an animal's. Of course, my breathing grew so heavy that my chest swelled and deflated greatly, and I tensed my body so much that my fingers and toes curled.

However, an uncomfortable point pierced through my muddled mind.

“My baaack…, my back hurts….”

“I can't change the position, what should I do? Hyung needs to see your face.”

Han Jinheon said it would be less difficult this way and placed a pillow under my ass. It was comfortable to rest my ass, which was raised up because of him.

The room, completely cut off from the outside, was silent except for the sound of our bodies colliding. It was so hot and humid that it didn't feel like we were in the middle of winter.

Just a while ago, we were at a department store. We shopped at a special place, I smelled his pheromones in his embrace, and we even kissed like lovers…. Now we're having s*x. As brothers.

I'm sharing my body with the man who is my half-brother. My conscience tells me this is wrong, but that's just a thought; I'm accepting him completely. I didn't want to refuse his intense act towards me.

How could I refuse a moment so ecstatic and thrilling that my soul felt dizzy? Especially someone like me, who isn't prudent. Someone who doesn't even care about immorality.

“Haah. Ah, nghh. Ah, haah. Haah.”

As I felt the excitement rushing towards a frightening peak, my hands resting carelessly on his shoulders and arms, a sudden curiosity arose, and I lifted my head to look at our point of connection.

I was gradually getting used to gripping the alpha's thing, but seeing it with my own eyes, it looked quite strenuous. It was as if a small mouth had been forced to open wide.

Han Jinheon, noticing my gaze, chuckled and deliberately slowed his pace. And he showed me clearly. It was so stimulating that my heart beat faster.

As the shaft pulled out of the hole, which was stretched to its limit without a single wrinkle, red inner flesh pushed out. I doubted my eyes at the sight I had never seen before. When the p*nis that had dug inside came out again, the inner flesh followed. The slick that had wet the inside also came out, drenching the area around our connection.

“Haah. I think I'm going to c*m.”

Eventually, the alpha, who had been stirring inside me for a while, expressed his urge to c*m in a heated voice.

Han Jinheon's face was flushed with excitement, and his eyes were hazy as if covered in fog. Seeing a neat and stern alpha like Han Jinheon get turned on was s*xy, so I wanted to watch a little longer.

With that thought, I placed a hand on Han Jinheon's cheek, but he wrapped his arms tightly around me, holding me still, and began to thrust rapidly.

“Ah…! Aah! Eut, heuu!”

“Haah. Haah.”

It felt like a hot wave was overflowing inside me.

Unable to even sway with his heat-filled movements, held tightly as I took in the huge weapon, Han Jinheon pushed his p*nis in all the way and buried his face between my neck and shoulder. Damp moisture immediately wet my skin, and a deep groan, “Haah,” was uttered in a low voice.

It was the first time I'd seen this man c*m. I wanted to see his face as he came, but unlike how he had wanted to see my face, Han Jinheon hid his own. As if moving on instinct, he burrowed deeper into my embrace and then, soon after, gushed his fluid into the condom.

“Ha. You really grip well. I might have to acknowledge what you said….”

Behind his small voice, which was hard to hear without concentrating, a heartbeat, slightly louder and rougher than my own, pounded. My heart always beat wildly when I was with Han Jinheon, but right now, the alpha's was beating so loudly at a steady interval that my own sound was drowned out.

It must be the afterglow of his org*sm. As a fellow man, it was something I could understand, so I stayed still for him. Even though my own excitement hadn't subsided and my body was uncomfortable, I even gently stroked his back to soothe him. At that, Han Jinheon pulled away slightly and quipped lightly.

“Feeling relaxed, are we?”

“Ah. N-not relaxed…. Ugh.”

“I have my pride to maintain, so I better get back to it. I can't get soft after c*mming just once.”

The alpha's p*nis slipped out in one go. *Pucker*. I pretended not to notice the somewhat embarrassing sound.

As the alpha, who had been like a giant mass of heat, pulled away, the surroundings felt slightly cooler. My bent back also straightened out limply, feeling more comfortable. However, my hole, which had suddenly lost what it was holding, bothered me. It gaped regardless of my will.

No matter how promiscuously Han Sol might have played around, is it okay for it to be stretched this much?

I was worried about how incredibly relaxed the place was, unlike in the beginning. It's the first time I've had such a worry, and it's embarrassing. As I was fumbling below by myself, Han Jinheon, who had returned after putting on a new condom, not only removed the pillow from under my waist but also laid me on my side.

My gaze, which had been resting on the light fixture in the corner, was once again filled with Han Jinheon. Lying facing me, he pressed our bodies closer and put his arm under my head, giving me an arm-pillow. With his other hand, he lifted my upper leg, seemed to spread my buttocks, and then inserted his p*nis.

“Hnghh. Haah.”

Blocking my leg from coming down with his thigh, he began the repeated act. The alpha's d*ck once again leisurely moved back and forth inside me.

His firm testicles slapped against my buttocks and pulled away. When he pushed in so deep that my flesh was pressed, my lower abdomen tensed automatically. Perhaps because the angle of entry was different, the point of stimulation was subtly different, and I became more aroused.

Now that the position had changed, I strangely found his gaze burdensome, so I intentionally avoided it and then lowered my eyes completely. The word 'burdensome' doesn't quite explain it all. Every time his deep, dark eyes, like an abyss, met mine, my heart would throb and call forth a subtle flutter.

“Heung….”

Han Jinheon kneaded my chest and then touched my nipple. I unconsciously let out a coquettish moan but didn't look at him, but I had no choice. Because his touch, which didn't just touch once but kept touching provocatively, seemed to be telling me to look at him.

I looked at him and shook my head. The excitement from below was already too much; if he touched my chest too, I felt like I would piss myself again.

“Haah. Don't, stop. I don't want to…. Eung!”

“You don't want to?”

As his slowly moving hips moved with fast speed and strong force, inserting his d*ck to the G-spot in one go, a high-pitched moan burst out. Just as he was continuously touching only the spots I felt rather than fucking deep, the sudden rough insertion made my lower abdomen tingle.

This feeling is strange. It's really dangerous. Something this deep….

“Then try telling me. Who is in this heart of yours.”

“Haah. Haeu, ah….”

“Haah, I said tell me. Don't just tighten up.”

With a low growling voice, the ferocious thing was slammed in hard again. It feels like I'm going to go blind from the intense pleasure. I wanted to bury my face in his chest, but Han Jinheon grabbed a handful of my hair with the hand that had been pinching my nipple.

Forcing me to meet his eyes, the alpha who kissed me fiercely pestered me again. To tell him.

“I….”

I carefully moved my lips, which were covered in saliva.

“I like you, hyung….”

The man stopped moving. Resolutely, despite his blunt face and cold eyes, I told him the truth that he wasn't facing properly.

It was so hard that he couldn't understand even when I told him and was stubbornly misunderstanding, so I thought about just naming anyone. Because then both he and I would feel relieved. But at this moment, when I was one with him, I didn't want to bring up a third party.

“I like... you... Hyung, I said I like you….”

Even if he dismisses it as nonsense, I want to keep telling him. Like grass that doesn't die even when stepped on, my heart also endured such sorrow and became stubborn.

“I like Han Jinheon.... I like, I like you. Hyung.”

Actually, once I said it once and twice, I just kept saying it. Even though I know better than anyone that I need to be careful, I find myself confessing my feelings to him so easily.

“Right. You like me.”

Han Jinheon's gaze became meaningful as he repeated my words.

But still, I'm not expecting anything. He's probably thinking it's nonsense again. I nodded, picturing the expected reaction in my head. Just then, the grip on my hair also loosened.

The silence is growing long. There are no words, and no movement.

Could it be that he's finally listening to me seriously? Is he not treating my words of affection as nonsense?

As I started to get nervous at the plausible speculation, the place connected with the alpha's thing twitched. I don't know if it was because of the alpha pheromones, the lingering excitement, or my selfish desire for him to start fucking me quickly, but my private part was moving diligently.

“Ah….”

It was sudden. Han Jinheon moved while still inside me, changing our position. The alpha, who sat me on top of him, grabbed the nape of my neck without hurting me as I was losing my mind from the constant sensations during the movement.

The touch was as gentle as a massage, but it was his coolly subsided gaze that brought me to my senses. He warned me as I met his eyes directly. His damnably pleasant low voice scratched me countless times.

“There are several habits you need to develop, but it would be best to prioritize the habit of only saying what needs to be said. You should refrain from spouting nonsense as much as possible.”

“……”

“Ah. If you kept saying it hoping that it would make me uncomfortable, then you hit the mark. I could understand if you were joking like before, saying you want to have my baby, but hearing that you like me is becoming increasingly unpleasant.”

“…Hearing that I like you is more unpleasant?”

“Yes. So stop. We've come this far, and you're going to kill the mood.”

Unlike his words that showed displeasure at my confession, the p*nis occupying my insides was unaffected. Han Jinheon also stoked the excitement by caressing my waist and licking my neck.

I didn't add any comments to the alpha's words. Part of it was that the wound in my heart was covered and hidden by excitement, but it was also because his words, that it was 'unpleasant,' those passionless words, were stuck in my mind and wouldn't leave. It felt like waking up from a dream and being thrown defenselessly into reality.

I thought he was finally showing a proper reaction to my words of affection. What do I do? My chest feels tight, and my mind is going numb. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. I bit my lip and suppressed the welling emotions.​

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