IBS - Chapter 80

“I said I have a favor to ask! Listen to me first!”

“Speak. I’m listening.”

I can’t speak if you don’t stop. When I tried to move back without giving up, this time he grabbed my pelvis and held it in place. The renewed urge to pee from the process made me hold my breath. I somehow endured the continuous dangerous signals and brought my legs together. It was a sign not to insert yet.

“I… I need to go to the bathroom…!”

So don’t. Huh? Not yet, huh?

“Why the bathroom all of a sudden?”

“Why do you think! I’ll be right back! Huh?!”

But I was foolish. I had brought my legs together to push his abdomen and get him off me, but it ended up helping Han Jinheon instead.

He grabbed my neatly closed knees, spread them to make insertion easier, and then pressed on the back of my knees to keep me from moving. The pressure on my lower abdomen from his strength, coupled with the immense crisis I was feeling, was making me dizzy, but Han Jinheon, with a strange expression, aligned his glans with my fluttering hole.

“There’s no need to go. You can just do it here.”

“N-no! Hyung! Don’t do that! I don’t want to!”

The hot tip, so hot it warmed the cold gel, pressed firmly on the lubricated area, and the crease spread to the width of its circumference, sending a jolt of pain. Then, it slipped out powerlessly and the shaft rubbed against me.

“Anyone who hears you would think this is being done by force.”

“It-it is being done by force!”

“You sound just like your mother with your resentful words. You want to go to the bathroom that badly? If you want to go, then tell me. Who you like.”

“Don’t joke around! Ah, I can’t. I have to go to the bathroom…!”

“Looks like you’ll have to take care of it here.”

“Ah, I really have to go to the bath, ah, ah… Ugh!”

Not long after the glans was positioned horizontally with my hole, the alpha’s d*ck penetrated me in one go.

It was an absolute power. Even though I was sufficiently prepped, it wasn’t enough to just spread my clenched entrance; it pushed roughly against my inner walls and immediately hit the G-spot.

“Ugh, ah. Hnggh….”

A sharp pain from the foreign object filling me spread. I didn't know what to do with the pain that charged in like an angry bull, so I threw my head back and moaned foolishly.

“Haah. What am I supposed to do if you’re this tight even after all that prepping?”

Han Jinheon slowly pulled his d*ck out and then slowly inserted it again. After a few more slow thrusts, opening a path with his d*ck, he slammed in harder than the first time, sending a piercing stimulation.

“Ngh, heuu….”

It was then. As the strange feeling that vibrated strongly in my lower abdomen, which was filled with the hot piece of flesh, faded, a colorless, odorless, transparent liquid began to flow from my d*ck. As the urge to pee was relieved, my abdomen and chest were soaked.

The alpha’s brow furrowed as he looked at my d*ck. Unlike his displeased expression, his mouth was amused.

“Ha, you really had to go.”

“I told you I had to…. I told you not to, not to….”

To think I’d piss myself in my life. And at the very moment the person I like entered me. Tears welled up in my eyes at the horribly embarrassing situation. God was cruel to me.

“Hic.”

Feeling a lump in my throat, I covered my face with both hands. I didn’t want to show him that I was crying after embarrassingly pissing myself. It was like a faucet had burst from both top and bottom.

My first peck was with Han Jinheon, and my first kiss was with Han Jinheon. He was even the first person to touch my chest. I was happy that Han Jinheon was the one to take my firsts, but I was disappointed that they happened without any mood or romance.

It was the same now. My first time having sex was ruined from the start, riddled with the irony and misunderstanding of him not believing me even when I told the truth, but being the sly person I am, I didn’t miss the opportunity and got to the first penetration. We had finally crossed the line.

Since Han Jinheon had painstakingly prepped me, the first penetration should have been as successful as the previous failures were failures. He should have been at least a little romantic, asking if it hurt with delicate concern and trying to be slow. But reality was pathetic. The first penetration happened like a thunderbolt, and I pissed myself.

“You would have emptied it one way or another anyway. Think of it as it happening earlier.”

His gentle, fabricated voice, saying that, after not even letting me go to the bathroom, was just resentful. Besides, is that something you say to someone who just pissed themself?

The nonchalant comfort was brief. Han Jinheon’s hips moved. The pleasure transmitted even with a slight movement was considerable, so I placed my hands on his chest and stopped him.

“Ah, don’t move yet.”

“The water’s not coming out anymore, so I have to move. I waited for you.”

My d*ck, which had reached its own clim*x, was so sensitive that even a slight brush would make me gasp for breath, so even Han Jinheon’s light touch made my body tremble. My face was also contorted unattractively.

I tried to cover my face again, but the alpha’s hand, which had been staring at my face, intervened. He swatted my hand away, lightly swept the area around my eyes, and then gripped my chin.

“Don’t cover your face, look at hyung. You need to see who’s f*cking you.”

“I don’t want to, so let go of my hand…. Ah, really! It’s embarrassing!”

“What’s so embarrassing?”

“Of course I'm embarrassed, why wouldn't I be?! You try pissing yourself!”

“When you keep getting stimulated, this is the kind of water that flows. It’s no different from water. It doesn’t even smell.”

“But I still pissed myself. I peed….”

“If you insist on saying that even after I try to soothe you that it's not. Fine, let’s just say you peed because you were getting fucked by hyung, and after we’re done with everything, should we go get some salt?”

With a desperate voice, his hips moved. Even though he had pushed in from the beginning so that the base was pressed against my ass. Even though he knew my state and didn’t pull out, the alpha pressed down slowly as if he had to go in deeper.

Dangerous. It’s dangerous. Isn’t it going to reach my heart at this rate?

“Haah, heuu.”

Feeling his gaze fixed on my face, I just wanted to cover my face more. It would be different if the room was dark. I didn’t want to show him my foolishly turned-on face in such a bright space.

He, who had been stimulating me by pressing firmly on the spot where the tip reached using only his hips, let go of my legs as if he was going to, and then put them over his shoulders. And then, he blew on my innocently disheveled hair with his breath and said.

“Just so you know, I wasn't giving you any pheromones. I was just thinking of giving you today's dose now."

“Huh? Ah, you didn’t give me any…. And I felt this much….”

“You felt it because you liked it, so I can’t blame you.”

It was a shock. I had just assumed he was naturally giving them to me now, since he always gave me pheromones when we did such lewd things, even without mentioning it. But that wasn’t the case. He said not yet. I had felt this much just because I liked this man, without any alpha pheromones.

Did my tear ducts burst? I was just shocked, but tears welled up again. Han Jinheon brought his face close to mine and nonchalantly licked my tears. A soft voice followed the unfamiliar action.

“Just so you know, I'm going to release them now. You'll probably feel more than you do now, but there's nothing strange about it."

“I’m scared. I already peed, if I feel it even more, I might again….”

“It's okay to be scared in my arms, and it’s okay to piss yourself more. So you can feel at ease and feel it more. And if you feel like it, you can tell me who you like.”

The way he slyly pushes his point is not ordinary.

Han Jinheon was the type to be endlessly blunt and draw a line with strangers, but he would show a slight opening to those he was close with. Like now, he would act naturally and show a more friendly side, but that’s that and this is this.

You idiot. I’ve been telling you I like you.

“Or imagine the person you like and say their name. You’re good at that. I’ll let that slide. Until your alpha appears, we’ll keep doing this….”

Did he know what I was yelling inside? He suddenly stopped talking, tilted his head, and a wrinkle formed on his straight nose.

“That’s right. Now that I think about it, there’s no reason to stop this just because you manifest as an omega.”

I stared at him with a bewildered face.

“The way I’ve been keeping you has been wrong all this time. My thinking was short….”

“……”

“Let’s revise the contract too. That you won’t reject hyung even if you become an omega. Ah, I’ll have to write that separately after you manifest.”

“D-don’t say such ridiculous things.”

What are you talking about right now? Wasn’t this supposed to end when I manifest as an omega? When I become an omega, there’s no reason for me to receive pheromones from you.

I don’t have the mental capacity to argue. The alpha, supporting himself with his arms on either side of me, leaned his upper body close and began to pound like a pestle.

“Augh…!”

“We’ll have to see if it’s ridiculous or not. Haah, I just remembered, but didn't you say your butt was better than your hand? Ha, you said you were born with it, but I’m not so sure yet.”

“Haah. Haah. Ah, nghh!”

As the shaft from the tip to the base continuously brushed past my G-spot, pleasure spread through my mind every time it hit the peak. 

Due to the successive thrusts, I forgot everything for a moment and only felt the sensation. I didn’t care if my face was contorted ugly, or if moans were helplessly escaping my lips.

I didn’t even bother to wipe the water that I had left unattended, and it didn’t bother me even when it dripped onto the bed. Tears flowed from my eyes and saliva dribbled from my mouth, but I didn’t know it. I just focused on the place where I was joined with the alpha and managed the teeming excitement.

Then, Han Jinheon would slam in once and whisper calmly. It was definitely calm, but I could feel his heightened emotion.

“It’s not enough that you pissed yourself, you even cried because you were embarrassed…. Ha, you have to be at least moderately cute. Or is it because you’re pretty?”

“…Haah, heuu….”

“Is it because you’ve played around lewdly? You know how to get a person turned on. Haah, fuck…. It’s not innate, it’s learned, Han Sol, you.”

The alpha, who had uncharacteristically cursed, collapsed the arms he was supporting himself with and clung to me. He even pressed his forehead against mine and stared at my face, then bumped the tip of his nose against mine. Then he devoured my lips and kissed me. The long, smooth piece of flesh entered my mouth and tasted every corner.

“Ueup. Heu, heueup.”

After he pulled his lips away, it was my neck. He kissed the tender skin and then left a bite mark near my shoulder.

I’m aware of where he’s biting, but it doesn’t hurt. This moment feels like a dream, and I’m dazed. My hazy mind can’t think of anything and can’t say anything. I can’t even form a thought, so I just let out moans as he moves.

This was all because of the alpha pheromones. I really didn't know it would be this different with and without them.

The alpha pheromones were amazing.

They made me forget the pain, erase the shame, and focus only on what was penetrating me. They also heightened the sensitivity of my inner walls that held the piece of flesh. 

They made every tiny protrusion on the mucous membrane sensitive, causing waves of excitement to overflow just from the friction of the Alpha's p*nis.

If it’s like this even with my unmanifested body, what will happen when I become an omega? I don’t know if I’m worried or excited. I still can’t think straight.​