I didn't know if the food was going into my mouth or my nose. I barely ate dinner and was then led by Nam Kangwoo's hand. I walked, pulled along by the cool grip on my wrist, without knowing where we were going.
When I came to my senses, I was in an elevator. When I came to my senses again, I was walking down a hallway lined with rooms. And when I came to my senses once more, I was standing alone in front of a large glass window.
My consciousness flickered on and off like a dying fluorescent light. I don't know if it was because of nervousness or something else. I was excessively rigid.
Right, damn it. No, this is…
The only things visible beyond the window were the black sea and a lighthouse that was dizzyingly far away. It was truly dizzying. Just like my future…
I gently rubbed the area around my heart, which had been pounding and raging all this time, with my palm. Calm down, I mean, let's calm down…
I gathered my fading consciousness and repeated long, slow exhales. Curses kept spilling out. And just then, I heard the click of a door opening from behind me.
“Ha Yeoul.”
And Nam Kangwoo's voice calling my name.
In an instant, moisture carrying a subtle scent mixed with the dry air. In the quickly dampened air, I flinched, my shoulders trembling as I turned around. It seemed Nam Kangwoo had also noticed my rigid state. Right, unless he was an idiot, there’s no way he wouldn't know. Anyone could see I was stiff as a wooden statue…
Nam Kangwoo approached me, lightly ruffling his damp hair with his hand. The faint smell of soap, tinged with moisture, lingered at the tip of my nose.
“Why are you so frozen?”
"...Huh? Ah… Huh? No... I’m not…”
“You’re not?”
His low voice echoed.
“No, it’s… I mean—”
Finding my state amusing, Nam Kangwoo smiled and naturally reached out his hand. I flinched in surprise, reacting excessively even to the outstretched hand.
As if to soothe me, Nam Kangwoo cupped my cheek with his wet hand and lifted my head. I was so embarrassed I couldn't meet his eyes properly, but this guy was persistent in trying to make eye contact with me.
“You can’t even meet my eyes.”
“…No… I’m not…”
“Then why am I still ‘Housemate No.1’?”
His amused voice settled in my ear.
“…What?”
“Even if it's not ‘My Kangwoo,’ shouldn’t it at least be ‘Nam Kangwoo’?”
The tension melted away at his casual tone. Suddenly… what is this. No, more importantly, how did he know?
I lifted my head, which had been facing down the whole time, and met Nam Kangwoo’s eyes. As my gaze lifted on its own, his softly curved eyes smiled as if to say he was proud of me.
“…How…”
“Curious how I found out?”
Nam Kangwoo whispered, still with a smile on his face. While gently stroking my dazed face, Nam Kangwoo wore a thoughtful expression for a moment before starting, “That day.”
“The day you left your phone behind. I saw that Min-ah’s number was saved as ‘My Min-ah,’ and I suddenly got curious. About me, Seo Jaehoon, and Mo Taehee.”
But I wasn’t the one who did that.
"I called each of them, one by one, to check."
There was no need to hear more. These petty bastards. I thought they were being strangely grumpy, these guys…
I reflexively raised my hand and covered Nam Kangwoo’s mouth the moment it opened.
“That, I… I wasn't the one who did it…”
I trailed off, stuttering out an excuse, and then my body jumped as Nam Kangwoo’s hand covered mine over his mouth. His large hand enveloped mine and slowly rubbed the inside of my wrist. It felt like heat was spreading in an instant.
“Who did it doesn’t matter. What’s important is changing it now.”
With every word Nam Kangwoo spoke, his breath moistened the palm of the hand he had slowly removed. I twisted my hand to pull it away from the sensual feeling, but when it wouldn't move as I wished, I quickly gave up. I had been holding my head up, but as I lowered it again, Nam Kangwoo’s hand, which had been holding my wrist, quickly let go and lifted my chin.
“Ha Yeoul.”
“…Huh?”
“Want to wash up?”
Without realizing it, I nodded my head several times. First, I needed to relax a bit somewhere this guy wasn't, and calm my heart down…
“Why are you so—”
“…Huh?”
“…Nervous. Cutely.”
He finds everything cute, I don't know what to do with myself.
I laughed awkwardly and shuffled backward. Nam Kangwoo scanned my form from head to toe. For some reason, a smile remained on his face, and that somehow made me feel… strange.
“If you don’t have the energy.”
“…What?”
“I’m fine even if you don’t wash up.”
That crazy bastard… I took a couple more steps back. The words “crazy bastard” were about to burst out, but I barely held them in and turned my body.
“I’m, I’m going to wash.”
“Should I wash you?”
My eyes widened at his casual tone. No, I shook my head several times until I got dizzy and staggered. This damn body.
At my stumble, Nam Kangwoo’s arm shot out and snatched my waist. “I don’t think you need to wash,” Nam Kangwoo whispered, kissing my earlobe, and lightly holding my body, he walked towards the room.
* * *
“Hah… Wai—Wait…!”
Our pressed lips showed no sign of parting. In the brief moment they separated, I spat out urgent words. Wait, wash—short words.
As if he had no intention of waiting at all, Nam Kangwoo stripped my clothes off in an instant. At his unhesitating hands, I was soon completely naked. Only then did Nam Kangwoo’s lips part from mine.
A sense of shame arose as his gaze licked over my exposed body. Trapped under Nam Kangwoo’s arm, I squirmed, but when even that proved difficult, I reached out my hands.
Only after covering this guy's slowly blinking eyes did a breath escape my lips. Because there was nothing to cover myself with.
Nam Kangwoo chuckled at my action. Then, he placed his hand over mine and slowly pulled it down. He kissed my palm several times, then sat up and took off his half-open robe.
My gaze naturally… went down. Even though we hadn't done anything, my p*nis was menacingly erect and bobbing below my navel, and I unknowingly swallowed dryly. Wait, I don't think this is right…
I was blinking foolishly when the sound of my name, “Ha Yeoul,” made me lift my head. Before I could even close my parted mouth, our lips met, and the hand that had been rubbing the sheets moved up to grip Nam Kangwoo’s shoulder.
Every time Nam Kangwoo tilted his head, a wet, sloppy sound echoed. As gently as his touch, Nam Kangwoo explored the inside of my mouth. He tangled with my tense tongue, then pushed his own deep inside, towards my throat. My body flinched each time.
At some point, my… my p*nis had become fully erect, rubbing against Nam Kangwoo’s firm stomach and making a slick sound, and I felt a sense of shame and pleasure simultaneously. Like flipping a coin, I was tormented by pleasure and discomfort.
“Yeoul-ah.”
Nam Kangwoo dropped a light kiss on my lips and then sweetly whispered my name. He licked my wet lips, and his own slowly moved downward. I, I…
My hand, which had been gripping Nam Kang-woo's shoulder, slipped and crumpled the sheets. With a trembling hand, I held onto the sheets and reacted to the kisses that spread all over my body. Heat unfailingly bloomed wherever Nam Kangwoo’s lips touched.
I shivered at the unfamiliar sensations, then, feeling my legs spread, I suddenly opened my eyes wide and reached out my hand.
“Wait—Ah, wait…!”
It seemed all these guys… had no hesitation in this kind of act. The one who always jumped in surprise was me, the receiver, not the giver.
The flesh inside his parted mouth was red. It was so erotic that I held my breath. I awkwardly lifted my upper body, but as my hidden p*nis was sucked into Nam Kangwoo's mouth, a groan escaped me on its own.
Wet sounds echoed continuously from below. I couldn't even lower my gaze and just scratching at the sheets. The feeling of his tongue moving obscenely was vivid.
Whenever I showed signs of c*mming, Nam Kangwoo would release the head he was rolling in his mouth and slowly lick up the shaft. In the end, I was calling out Nam Kangwoo’s name as if sobbing.
“Hh…! Kangwoo… Kangwoo-yah—Haaah… Ah—!!”
And each time, Nam Kangwoo...
“What do you want me to do? You have to tell me so I know.”
...would reply teasingly like this.
As the feeling of clim*x rushed over me, I dabbed at the tears welling in my eyes with the back of my hand, trying to think of what I should say. But even that didn't last long. It really felt like I would cum with just a single touch.
Nam Kangwoo gripped my er*ct shaft with his cool hand and dropped a kiss as light as a feather on it. I was burning with frustration at the climax that was so close yet so far.
“Hmph… What do I…! I—”
“Want to come?”
Yes. I nodded my head as I watched Nam Kangwoo, who was between my legs, stick out his red tongue and lick the head of my p*nis in the most obscene way. The collected tears blurred my vision, then rolled down my cheeks as I shook my head vigorously. Panting breaths escaped on their own.
Nam Kangwoo laughed as if it were amusing and took my p*nis into his mouth again. My eyes closed on their own at the feeling of being enveloped by the wet mucous membrane. The wet sucking sounds echoed again, and his cool hand began to shake my shaft rapidly.
I couldn't hold on any longer and came in Nam Kangwoo's mouth. It would have been better if I were drunk, but I was completely sober right now. My body trembled intermittently.
I thought he would spit it out, but Nam Kangwoo also nonchalantly… what had filled his mouth… he swallowed it with a gulp. His Adam's apple bobbed. Having confirmed that with my half-lidded eyes, I truly... in shame... my body heated up all over in a different sense.
“Yeoul-ah.”
I met eyes with Nam Kangwoo, who called my name. I wanted to turn into a grain of sand on the beach. Damn my life…
As if sensing my exhaustion and sense of emptiness, Nam Kangwoo let out a small laugh. Then he immediately moved up my body, kissing my pubic bone, around my navel, my chest, and the nape of my neck in succession.
He tilted his head and, along my jawline as I tried to hold back a moan, he lightly bit and released with his lips, sweetly whispering, “Yeoul-ah.” At his call, I slowly lifted my eyelids.
“The tips of your ears are red too.”
His low voice landed right next to my ear.
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