#78
“Aagh…! Ugh! Nghh!”
No matter how smooth the surface of the condom was, the continuous, rough fingering raised the temperature of the entrance, making it sting. The inner walls that the fingers touched also became feverishly hot, transmitting a burning pain.
I grabbed the sheets until my knuckles turned white and shook my head back and forth. For me, this was the best I could do to endure.
“You rested a bit while by my side, and it’s already closed up again.”
“Haah…”
“This place here. It’s funny how it acts like a place that has never once accepted a man’s d*ck before.”
Unlike his words claiming it was funny, the situation was not pleasant at all. Not for me. And not for Han Jinheon either. The Alpha adjusted his position and let out a long, annoyed sigh. “Hoo.” I slightly lifted my face, which had been buried in the sheets, to look behind me.
The moment our eyes met, Han Jinheon twisted one of his eyebrows. And just as I felt that his pupils, holding a strange light, were suspicious, an arm was placed next to my face. He drew closer, almost overlapping his large body with mine, until he was right above my back.
Even that was suspicious, but I tried to let it pass.
“Haah, nngh, euung.”
Because he suddenly started to gently blow air from the nape of my neck down to my tailbone, making me incredibly ticklish. Because he followed that path with kisses that made little pecking sounds, making my heart flutter with an underlying tenderness.
I thought the suspicious atmosphere would be forgotten with his seductive behavior towards me. But it all had a purpose.
“Ah!”
While his lips were buried in my nape, licking it stickily, he suddenly shoved in his index finger next to the middle finger that had been thrusting inside me. 'So that was a trick to increase the number of fingers.' I squeezed my eyes shut and endured the pain.
'Is it supposed to hurt this much? How do people even have s*x?' I'm starting to think it wouldn't be so bad if he just went back to guarding my hole. Getting my d*ck held and my nipples bitten was much better.
“Ah, it hurts. I said it hurts… Nghh.”
One finger was manageable. At least it didn't feel like my flesh was tearing, but now with two fingers inside, a wave of anxiety washed over me, as if the entrance had been ripped.
'Something is flowing right now. Don't tell me it’s torn and I'm bleeding?'
The frustration of not being able to see my own hole sharpened my sense of touch. It allowed me to know exactly where the man’s fingers were brushing, touching, and pressing inside me. But it was poison. Contrary to the saying ‘knowledge is power,’ the more I knew, the more my anxiety grew.
Even if it wasn't torn, if he moved as fast as he did with one finger, it would definitely tear. Rather than just watching it happen, I reached a hand back and grabbed Han Jinheon's arm.
“Please, do it slowly…”
“You’re doing well, so just hold on a little longer.”
Despite my plea to slow down, the pace did not slacken. Han Jinheon placated me with the dry words “you’re doing well,” but then his expression changed as if struck by some impulse.
“I said I’d make it so it wouldn’t hurt, but it’s impossible for it not to hurt at all. You know that well, so why are you being such a baby about it.”
“I’m not being a baby, it really hurts…”
“Endure it. We have to stretch you out for it to feel good.”
The Alpha slapped my butt again, making a smacking sound. This really shouldn't become a habit for him.
“Hnghh. Ha, aagh…”
My limp arm moved to grip the sheet. Whether biting it or clutching it in my hand, only the innocent sheet was being tormented. I couldn't help it. To endure the pain of the fingering, now with two fingers, I had to hold onto something.
“Haah, haah. Hyung, can we.”
“Is it here?”
“Just rest for a bit, agh!”
Thinking I couldn't take it anymore, I was about to ask for a short break, but Han Jinheon slightly pulled out his two fingers, bent them, and touched a certain spot. A jolting stimulation shot through my lower abdomen, and my waist flinched. The entrance clenching his fingers also tightened abruptly.
'What is this feeling?' It wasn’t pain. It wasn’t pleasure either. My heart was pounding, overwhelmed by the ambiguous and bizarre sensation that existed between us.
“Hnngh.”
The high-pitched moan was embarrassing, so I quickly covered my mouth. Only after clamping it shut to stop the sounds did I look back at the Alpha. The moment I looked at him, he raised one corner of his mouth as if he had been waiting.
“Just as I suspected."
He pressed that spot once more, and my entire body trembled, centered around my hips. My hole, against my will, repeated a cycle of tightening and relaxing.
“Hnnghh.”
“I thought it would be deep, but it’s in a rather shallow place. No wonder it felt strange every time I brushed past it.”
“Mmph, mmmph…”
“Actually, I was thinking of pretending not to know. Since you probably know where you feel good, I was hoping you’d desperately want me to touch it, but what can I do when you’re in pain.”
Unfortunately for him, I probably fell short of his expectations. Because I hadn’t had a clue.
As soon as he found the sensitive spot, he tormented it viciously. The effect of being touched relentlessly brought a change to my body. It made my p*nis, which had been sullen from the pain, stand up again, and it made the place that seemed like it would never relax become looser than before. Not only that, but the lingering, messy stimulation also heightened my sensitivity.
My mood was the same. I wanted to throw up. It wasn’t pain and it wasn’t pleasure, but it draped over me from head to toe, and in the end, it turned me on.
“Hyung, hyuung… Euung…”
“You were covering your mouth just a moment ago. What, can’t hold it in? If you can, don’t cover it. The sounds you make when you feel good are quite worth listening to.”
Just as Han Jinheon said, I can’t hold it in. It felt like the more I held it in, the more it would explode inside me, making me even more sensitive.
My mind was even becoming hazy, and my vision blurred. Aside from these reasons, my body was also losing strength from the excitement. So I gave up on covering my mouth and just rubbed my lips against the sheet.
"I need to hear which bastard's name you're going to call."
“Ah…! Ah, Hyung…!”
When Han Jinheon started playing with my d*ck at the same time, I felt like I was going even crazier. A familiar sensation was added to a new one, and as I was thoroughly steeped in the mingled pleasure, my breathing grew ragged.
“Haah, haah.”
“It feels so good it’s driving you crazy now that I’m touching the front too, right? Today, I’m going to touch all the places you like. Sorry I can’t be gentle, though.”
“Hooh. Haah, haah…”
“Isn’t it a waste of emotion to like some bastard who can’t even do this for you? That’s a waste too.”
Compared to the fingering, which was no different from thrusting, the second ej*culation came anticlimactically. I came without even realizing it.
Not knowing didn't mean I was numb. It was quite the opposite. Because the sensitive spot was being continuously touched, my arousal was at its peak. In other words, because the sensation of c*mming was continuously washing over my lower abdomen, I had become momentarily desensitized to the act of c*mming.
Liquid dripped from the crimson-flushed tip. The consistency of the fluid flowing from the urethral opening was quite thin. It was the aftermath of the previous c*m and consistently releasing bodily fluids over the past few days.
'I'm at a point where I don't even know if I'm c*mming, so what if I piss myself? I wouldn’t even know if water was leaking out.' Worried, I pleaded desperately with Han Jinheon.
“The front is fine now… Stop, please?”
“The front is fine?”
“Eung. The back, too… Just don’t, heuu, press the same spot!”
"Haa-eunghh!" I let out a moan.
I’m just feeling it, but I’m already exhausted. Even the position of just holding my butt up is tiring. Therefore, a proper rest is needed. I had to get out of this situation. At the very least, I had to get away from Han Jinheon’s grasp for a moment.
Captivated by that one thought, I aimed for the briefest moment when the strength in Han Jinheon’s hand loosened and made a dash for it. Though it sounds grand, I merely twisted my body to fall to my side and caught my breath.
I’m already exhausted, and we haven't even gotten to the insertion yet. A shadow fell over my limp body.
“Are you tired? I was in a hurry to make you feel good because the sound of you saying it hurt was getting on my nerves.”
He asked so gently that I thought he understood my suffering, but that wasn’t it. He had already said he couldn’t be gentle.
“Still, it’s the Christmas you were looking forward to. You have to keep it up.”
“What does Christmas have to do with this time…”
“Why wouldn’t it have anything to do with it? We’re doing this to get a Christmas present.”
“I’m not a child…”
“Are children the only ones who can want presents?”
“Act like an adult and wait… Wait, I think I’ve said this before…?”
Suddenly, one of the things Han Jinheon had said comes to mind. That even at thirty-five, he could act his age.
Honestly, I know he just said that to make the situation convenient. This man is incapable of not acting his age. His calm and gentlemanly personality itself prevented him from being childish. But if he’s going to be like this, it’s a problem.
'From then until now, why haven’t you given me the time to properly like you and then get over it?'
'The whole Christmas present thing is just an excuse.'
“…Are you trying to guard my heart?”
“Rather than that, I’m rationally demanding the present you said you’d give me. I’m saying let’s make my present should be you telling me the person you like, but Santa seems to be stubbornly refusing to give it, even when it’s right in front of him.”
“I’m not being stubborn. Santa already gave you the present.”
“When. I’ve never heard it.”
“Yes, you have. I, I told you I like you, Hyung…”
“Stop the nonsense and get on top of me.”
After taking off the condom on his fingers, Han Jinheon propped a pillow against the headboard, leaned back, and patted his thighs. When I showed no sign of moving, he pulled my body directly on top of his.
With no strength to even struggle, I entrusted my body to his power, only to regret it immediately. Only after I was on top did I realize our bodies were positioned in reverse.
Meaning, the Alpha’s groin is in front of me, and my butt is in front of the Alpha’s face. What a shameful and obscene position this is. It’s even worse than when I just had my butt in the air.
“Hyung… Is this right?”
When I asked in bewilderment, Han Jinheon, who was kneading my butt, tilted his head. The fact that he met my eyes with a nonchalant expression meant he was perfectly fine with this situation, but despite his casual voice, I was just dazed, wondering if this was reality.
“Why are you looking at me like that. Don’t tell me this is your first time in a position like this?”
“It, it is my first time. Can’t you just touch me normally? Why do we have to be in such an outrageous position?”
“There’s no position as comfortable as this if we’re going to touch each other.”
“Instead of touching each other, you can just touch me.”
“Only me?”
It didn't take long for me to realize something was strange in the few seconds of silence and the gaze fixed on me.
“Ah. W-what I said sounded a bit weird, it’s not that you should only touch me, but that now I can touch you…”
“I have no intention of giving up on touching you. Because I’d like you to spit out that present quickly.”
“How many times do I have to say it. It’s you, Hyung…”
He said it was like a Möbius strip earlier. I’m the one who thinks so.
It is a relief that he now knows I don’t like Kim Gyuyeong. However, this man did not believe me when I said I like him. He showed no sign of even trying to believe it. To me, the Han Jinheon of this moment was a bigger fool than someone who is completely illiterate.
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